so it valentine's day
no flowers
no confession
no chocolates
no
nothing
just endless doom scrolling
skipping stories out of jealousy
binge eating
waiting for the next day i can breathe
but no
why?
because there he is surrounded by cards
gifts
and girls that would be my competition if i had a chance
but no never have i gotten his attention
not even the size of a mustard seed
we could never work
I'm plain
he's not
he likes girls that make me question if my hormones work
but right now look at me
his arms around me
his lips on my red cheeks
he has class so he kisses my forehead
with more than enough love in his eyes
jealous eyes
clenched fists
surround me
I'm the happiest girl on earth
brrrrrriiiiinnnnnggg!
oh no
oh noooo
this can't be
NOOOO
no no
I'm on my knees
i wished the ground would open up
I wanted to disappear
to be unalived
i got dressed
went to school
saw him his arms around ...
not me
but her
the uhm competition
a competition i will never win
-happy valentine's day
Feb 14
Feb 14, 2026 at 2:27 PM UTC
so it valentine's day
no flowers
no confession
no chocolates
no
nothing
just endless doom scrolling
skipping stories out of jealousy
binge eating
waiting for the next day i can breathe
but no
why?
because there he is surrounded by cards
gifts
and girls that would be my competition if i had a chance
but no never have i gotten his attention
not even the size of a mustard seed
we could never work
I'm plain
he's not
he likes girls that make me question if my hormones work
but right now look at me
his arms around me
his lips on my red cheeks
he has class so he kisses my forehead
with more than enough love in his eyes
jealous eyes
clenched fists
surround me
I'm the happiest girl on earth
brrrrrriiiiinnnnnggg!
oh no
oh noooo
this can't be
NOOOO
no no
I'm on my knees
i wished the ground would open up
I wanted to disappear
to be unalived
i got dressed
went to school
saw him his arms around ...
not me
but her
the uhm competition
a competition i will never win
-happy valentine's day
