Can you tell me the reasons I'm not worth your time?
I feel this would release and ease my mind.
I spend my days running from you inside my mental maze.
She offers warmth but gives me pain
I fear she's driving me insane.
I still dream of us and mine and yours
3 kids, part me, part you, all we.
Yet wake to empty rooms and colder floors.
I hope you're well, I truly do.
Still I wish you'd feel the same.
I thought you kin, found you more jinn.
Can't tell if you or I painted your sin.
Did my yearn for growth break through your skin?
A catalyst, a shell, a self-preserved hell?
Did your voices scream too loud in silence?
Does the chaos make you grin?
I'm empty still, a vessel not made to fill.
New suitors call, I ignore them all.
I feel their eyes peel at my flesh.
They churn my gut, I'm more than ****
I've no desire for their own.
I feel as an untouched *****
My audience begs for ever more
I shrink away and still they stay
********** me, clothes torn on the floor.
I've no desire for their own.
I yearn to be seen for my thoughts
my brain
my soul
To be accepted as a whole.
Can you tell me the reasons I'm not worth your time?
I feel this would release and ease my mind.
Dec 15, 2025
Dec 15, 2025 at 2:06 AM UTC
Can you tell me the reasons I'm not worth your time?
I feel this would release and ease my mind.
I spend my days running from you inside my mental maze.
She offers warmth but gives me pain
I fear she's driving me insane.
I still dream of us and mine and yours
3 kids, part me, part you, all we.
Yet wake to empty rooms and colder floors.
I hope you're well, I truly do.
Still I wish you'd feel the same.
I thought you kin, found you more jinn.
Can't tell if you or I painted your sin.
Did my yearn for growth break through your skin?
A catalyst, a shell, a self-preserved hell?
Did your voices scream too loud in silence?
Does the chaos make you grin?
I'm empty still, a vessel not made to fill.
New suitors call, I ignore them all.
I feel their eyes peel at my flesh.
They churn my gut, I'm more than ****
I've no desire for their own.
I feel as an untouched *****
My audience begs for ever more
I shrink away and still they stay
********** me, clothes torn on the floor.
I've no desire for their own.
I yearn to be seen for my thoughts
my brain
my soul
To be accepted as a whole.
Can you tell me the reasons I'm not worth your time?
I feel this would release and ease my mind.
