straight for a moment
winding again
aching for atonement
a silence of zen
can you understand me?
if you die in your dreams
you die in real life too
i never thought I'd be in the morgue
free of college loans
free of troubled relationships
free of daily struggle
you could at least take my clothes off
as i gorge my body in eternal slumber
let my life energy dissolve
and slip through the casket cracks
my sparkles of matter
seek a fresh host
most compatible
with my reincarnation
they flicker in nothingness
to suppress the inevitable
afraid to begin life renewed
my cells linger in shame
alone in the void of will
free of responsibility
free of choices
baptised in pure utopia
but they know their true purpose
unpermitted to resist
if a decision cannot be made
one will be made for them
do they accept the ease
allow the decision to be made
and alleviate anxieties
or do they determine the best host
for their misfortune
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 4:18 PM UTC
straight for a moment
winding again
aching for atonement
a silence of zen
can you understand me?
if you die in your dreams
you die in real life too
i never thought I'd be in the morgue
free of college loans
free of troubled relationships
free of daily struggle
you could at least take my clothes off
as i gorge my body in eternal slumber
let my life energy dissolve
and slip through the casket cracks
my sparkles of matter
seek a fresh host
most compatible
with my reincarnation
they flicker in nothingness
to suppress the inevitable
afraid to begin life renewed
my cells linger in shame
alone in the void of will
free of responsibility
free of choices
baptised in pure utopia
but they know their true purpose
unpermitted to resist
if a decision cannot be made
one will be made for them
do they accept the ease
allow the decision to be made
and alleviate anxieties
or do they determine the best host
for their misfortune
