You once said I was loud so I became quiet
You once said I was selfish so I started to care more for others than myself
You once said I was illiterate so I flooded my brain with books and inarticulate words
You once said I was ugly so I put on so much makeup I was borderline unrecognizable
Loud
Selfish
Illiterate
Ugly
But then it’s too quiet
Then it’s self neglectant
Then it’s nerd
Then it’s fake
I couldn’t do anything right
You once said I was ***** so I wore short skirts and crop tops just like the rest of them
You once said I was different so I fit as much of myself that I could into a perfect little mold
You once said I was husky so I stopped eating lunch
You once said I was lonely so I started befriending more guys than I could count
*****
Different
Husky
Lonely
But then it’s ******
Then it’s wanna be
Then it’s anorexic
Then it’s *****
Trying got me nowhere and i’ll never be like everyone else
But wait.
Why would I want to be?
Since when I did I care about all that?
I was not loud I am just expressive
I was not selfish I’m just not open
I was not illiterate I’m just still learning
I was not ugly I just have flaws
Why did I believe you in the first place?
I was not ***** I just rock a turtleneck
I was not different we are all unique
I was not husky I just had thighs for days
I was not lonely…am not lonely.
So why would I change myself for the likes of you?
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
You once said I was loud so I became quiet
You once said I was selfish so I started to care more for others than myself
You once said I was illiterate so I flooded my brain with books and inarticulate words
You once said I was ugly so I put on so much makeup I was borderline unrecognizable
Loud
Selfish
Illiterate
Ugly
But then it’s too quiet
Then it’s self neglectant
Then it’s nerd
Then it’s fake
I couldn’t do anything right
You once said I was ***** so I wore short skirts and crop tops just like the rest of them
You once said I was different so I fit as much of myself that I could into a perfect little mold
You once said I was husky so I stopped eating lunch
You once said I was lonely so I started befriending more guys than I could count
*****
Different
Husky
Lonely
But then it’s ******
Then it’s wanna be
Then it’s anorexic
Then it’s *****
Trying got me nowhere and i’ll never be like everyone else
But wait.
Why would I want to be?
Since when I did I care about all that?
I was not loud I am just expressive
I was not selfish I’m just not open
I was not illiterate I’m just still learning
I was not ugly I just have flaws
Why did I believe you in the first place?
I was not ***** I just rock a turtleneck
I was not different we are all unique
I was not husky I just had thighs for days
I was not lonely…am not lonely.
So why would I change myself for the likes of you?