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that fear my worst fear has happened i’m all alone no family no friends just alone i’m 19 now 1,500 miles away i live alone i sleep alone family. “family will love you no matter what” “family will never leave” “you’ll always have us” “we know what’s best” family is the reason i’m alone family is the reason i’m this way i still flinch at the sound of a door slamming i still cry when someone raises their voice i still hide in my room even though i live alone i still creep around the house at night when i need something i can’t seem to eat without feeling guilty my ears still perk up at the slightest sounds you have left me with these scars you’ve left me in pain while you live your own **** life the girl you raised is struggling holding on to everything she has left gripping to everything she loves in the fear they’ll leave me too how can life go on? how can i still feel? block it. block it. block it. hide away. numb be numb please be numb 852 days longest 852 days no pain no silver laced with red scars that tell a story scars that fade by the day need. need. need.
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Jan 14, 2023
Jan 14, 2023 at 9:47 AM UTC
thoughts in a chick-fil-a store
that fear my worst fear has happened i’m all alone no family no friends just alone i’m 19 now 1,500 miles away i live alone i sleep alone family. “family will love you no matter what” “family will never leave” “you’ll always have us” “we know what’s best” family is the reason i’m alone family is the reason i’m this way i still flinch at the sound of a door slamming i still cry when someone raises their voice i still hide in my room even though i live alone i still creep around the house at night when i need something i can’t seem to eat without feeling guilty my ears still perk up at the slightest sounds you have left me with these scars you’ve left me in pain while you live your own **** life the girl you raised is struggling holding on to everything she has left gripping to everything she loves in the fear they’ll leave me too how can life go on? how can i still feel? block it. block it. block it. hide away. numb be numb please be numb 852 days longest 852 days no pain no silver laced with red scars that tell a story scars that fade by the day need. need. need.
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youroneandonly
20/F/OKC
Jan 14, 2023
Jan 14, 2023 at 9:47 AM UTC
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