i'm mad at myself
for not changing to who i should be.
i'm mad at myself
for trusting people
whenever they say "trust me".
i'm mad at myself
for bleeding
when people stab my back
with their deceiving knives.
i'm mad at myself
for hiding my feelings
for pushing people away
when i needed them the most.
i'm mad at myself
for not being me
i changed a lot
i don't even know what's real.
i'm mad at myself
for being heartless
i used to be so sensitive
but i just cannot feel any less.
Jul 25, 2016
Jul 25, 2016 at 10:43 AM UTC
i'm mad at myself
for not changing to who i should be.
i'm mad at myself
for trusting people
whenever they say "trust me".
i'm mad at myself
for bleeding
when people stab my back
with their deceiving knives.
i'm mad at myself
for hiding my feelings
for pushing people away
when i needed them the most.
i'm mad at myself
for not being me
i changed a lot
i don't even know what's real.
i'm mad at myself
for being heartless
i used to be so sensitive
but i just cannot feel any less.
