I kept thinking you’d soften
if I stayed quiet enough,
if I showed you what gentleness and love looked like,
that you might try it on.
But you never changed.
You never even blinked.
And I kept bleeding
thinking it was part of love.
I wanted you to be better.
Not for me-
but for you.
But wanting didn’t make you kind.
It only made me blind.
You didn’t hurt me by accident.
That’s just who you are.
And I’ve spent too long
writing apologies in my own pain
for expecting more.
So I’ll stop pretending
there’s a softer version of you
waiting just around the corner,
just to make things a little easier.
Jun 1, 2025
Jun 1, 2025 at 3:04 PM UTC
I kept thinking you’d soften
if I stayed quiet enough,
if I showed you what gentleness and love looked like,
that you might try it on.
But you never changed.
You never even blinked.
And I kept bleeding
thinking it was part of love.
I wanted you to be better.
Not for me-
but for you.
But wanting didn’t make you kind.
It only made me blind.
You didn’t hurt me by accident.
That’s just who you are.
And I’ve spent too long
writing apologies in my own pain
for expecting more.
So I’ll stop pretending
there’s a softer version of you
waiting just around the corner,
just to make things a little easier.
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