If you could spend one month in my body
and experience even a fraction of what I've been through
you'd be screaming with apologies for what you did.
But that isn't possible.
So instead you're here, telling me I'm a priority,
when in fact, you were no where to be found
when I needed someone the most.
Where were you when I was crying myself to sleep
for days that became weeks that became months?
Where were you when my mind collapsed in on itself
and the only thing I could think about was death?
Where were you when I ******* needed you?
You have no right to show up after the curtain has fallen,
your time in my life is over and I'm certain about that.
I deserve better than you ever gave me.
I do.
And frankly, I'd rather be alone
than have to rely on you for a single ******* thing.
Jun 6, 2014
Jun 6, 2014 at 9:31 PM UTC
If you could spend one month in my body
and experience even a fraction of what I've been through
you'd be screaming with apologies for what you did.
But that isn't possible.
So instead you're here, telling me I'm a priority,
when in fact, you were no where to be found
when I needed someone the most.
Where were you when I was crying myself to sleep
for days that became weeks that became months?
Where were you when my mind collapsed in on itself
and the only thing I could think about was death?
Where were you when I ******* needed you?
You have no right to show up after the curtain has fallen,
your time in my life is over and I'm certain about that.
I deserve better than you ever gave me.
I do.
And frankly, I'd rather be alone
than have to rely on you for a single ******* thing.
