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I love you but you don't love me like that. I love you but you love her. I love you but you would choose her in a heartbeat. I love you to the point where my heart aches every time i see you hurting. I love you so much, I don't remember a time I loved someone so much. I love you but you're not mine to keep. And, it's hurting me inside. Every bone, every cell, every ***** in my body, it hurts. I can't think straight. I can't type this without crying. I can't see you without wanting to cry because your happiness is with her, not me. Can you feel my heart? Obviously not. It's hidden deep inside me and I really just want to tell you everything but you have enough on your plate and it shouldn't include me, my feelings. It's okay, I'll handle my feelings on my own. I know i can. I've done this before. I'm good at hiding it. I'm good at acting like i'm okay. I'm so sorry for ******* things up. I didn't mean to fall but I did somehow, somewhere. I'm sorry.
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Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
Tonight, it just hurts a little bit more.
I love you but you don't love me like that. I love you but you love her. I love you but you would choose her in a heartbeat. I love you to the point where my heart aches every time i see you hurting. I love you so much, I don't remember a time I loved someone so much. I love you but you're not mine to keep. And, it's hurting me inside. Every bone, every cell, every ***** in my body, it hurts. I can't think straight. I can't type this without crying. I can't see you without wanting to cry because your happiness is with her, not me. Can you feel my heart? Obviously not. It's hidden deep inside me and I really just want to tell you everything but you have enough on your plate and it shouldn't include me, my feelings. It's okay, I'll handle my feelings on my own. I know i can. I've done this before. I'm good at hiding it. I'm good at acting like i'm okay. I'm so sorry for ******* things up. I didn't mean to fall but I did somehow, somewhere. I'm sorry.
I actually fell in love after a good 4 years..... and I'm a mess. Why does this always happen to me? Do i really deserve this? I don't understand the universe.
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Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 12:35 PM UTC
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