i keep thinking about the residue of voices
not haunting not spectral not cinematic
just the way a chair remembers weight
the way a shirt holds the faint outline of sweat
there are fingerprints on the glass i never cleaned
they overlap like conversations cut short
like someone trying to explain something
and leaving halfway through
i walk past the mirror and see not myself
but the accumulation of gestures
every shrug every tilt of the head
every refusal to meet the eyes of another
the silence is not silence
it is layered with coughs
with the scrape of forks against plates
with the sound of shoes dragged across tile
all of it still here
compressed into the air like dust
i try to breathe and it feels crowded
as if the lungs are not mine alone
as if each inhale carries
a fragment of someone else’s unfinished sentence
i do not call them ghosts
because that word is too easy
too rehearsed
instead i call them leftovers
the unclaimed fragments of presence
that refuse to dissolve
and when i close my eyes
i do not see faces
i see the shape of absence
folding itself into corners
waiting for me to notice
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 11:13 PM UTC
i keep thinking about the residue of voices
not haunting not spectral not cinematic
just the way a chair remembers weight
the way a shirt holds the faint outline of sweat
there are fingerprints on the glass i never cleaned
they overlap like conversations cut short
like someone trying to explain something
and leaving halfway through
i walk past the mirror and see not myself
but the accumulation of gestures
every shrug every tilt of the head
every refusal to meet the eyes of another
the silence is not silence
it is layered with coughs
with the scrape of forks against plates
with the sound of shoes dragged across tile
all of it still here
compressed into the air like dust
i try to breathe and it feels crowded
as if the lungs are not mine alone
as if each inhale carries
a fragment of someone else’s unfinished sentence
i do not call them ghosts
because that word is too easy
too rehearsed
instead i call them leftovers
the unclaimed fragments of presence
that refuse to dissolve
and when i close my eyes
i do not see faces
i see the shape of absence
folding itself into corners
waiting for me to notice
