from my book "this and that and everything in between" - https://www.amazon.com/author/rickadamspoetry
each night
when I go to bed
I lay on my side
because there are
knives in my back
and knives in my heart
lying on my back
or on my chest
would only push the
knives in further
and deeper
as if they’re not
far and deep enough
I have managed to
remove some of
the knives and
continue to live
while bleeding through
the open wounds
although I suppose
removing the knives
doesn’t matter
at this point
for every knife that
I remove
there’s another one
or two or three that
are stuck in me
I don’t even feel
the pain anymore
I just know that the
knives are there
and so do those who
stuck them there
I remember who
stuck each knife
and when they
stuck it in
and stupidly I forgave
a couple of them
only for them
to stick the knife
in me again
never trust the hand
that stabbed you
even once
if they stab you
once they will
stab you again
some may remove the
knife and heal the
wound themselves
but this is rare
the majority
if not all
of those
who stuck the knife
in you would rather
watch you bleed to
death than remove
the knife and heal
your wound
yet
I am not
bleeding to death
I am
not dying
so
with that
I shall remove
each and every
one of these knives
if anything
each one of
these knives
has only made
me stronger
if I can
survive this
I can
survive anything
Aug 22, 2018
Aug 22, 2018 at 10:24 PM UTC
from my book "this and that and everything in between" - https://www.amazon.com/author/rickadamspoetry
each night
when I go to bed
I lay on my side
because there are
knives in my back
and knives in my heart
lying on my back
or on my chest
would only push the
knives in further
and deeper
as if they’re not
far and deep enough
I have managed to
remove some of
the knives and
continue to live
while bleeding through
the open wounds
although I suppose
removing the knives
doesn’t matter
at this point
for every knife that
I remove
there’s another one
or two or three that
are stuck in me
I don’t even feel
the pain anymore
I just know that the
knives are there
and so do those who
stuck them there
I remember who
stuck each knife
and when they
stuck it in
and stupidly I forgave
a couple of them
only for them
to stick the knife
in me again
never trust the hand
that stabbed you
even once
if they stab you
once they will
stab you again
some may remove the
knife and heal the
wound themselves
but this is rare
the majority
if not all
of those
who stuck the knife
in you would rather
watch you bleed to
death than remove
the knife and heal
your wound
yet
I am not
bleeding to death
I am
not dying
so
with that
I shall remove
each and every
one of these knives
if anything
each one of
these knives
has only made
me stronger
if I can
survive this
I can
survive anything
Amazon author page: https://www.amazon.com/author/rickadamspoetry
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