We both end up defeated
We both end up with our teeth
In each other's necks
With our enemies sworn
And our dignities torn
Can we hold ourselves
From the monster that's coming next
I try to say through a busted lip
That I still love you
And want to take accountability
And did you say "you better mean that"
Or did you understand
Eventuality?
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of this reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the sword
That will end my life
But you never lied
But you never lied
There's no actor here
No actor
If I could build you an army
What would keep their hearts
Steady in the war?
Cause we built this house
But what it's made from
These days, I am just not sure
It's a fight to win
For the crystal, willfull ignorance
Can I be real with you?
Stop asking questions
You don't wanna
Know the answer to.
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of this reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the sword
That will end my life
But you never lied
But you never lied
There's no actor here
No actor
I'm DISTENDED
I started melting
Cause I DON'T WANT TO MAKE
TOO MUCH SENSE
WE'RE JUST STIMMING
BUT YOU'RE SO SURE I'M THE WORST
WE'RE JUST STIMMING
I FEEL CURSED
The best intentions.
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of a cruel reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the coward
That will end my life
But we never lied
But we never lied
There's no actor here
The best intentions.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 1:14 AM UTC
We both end up defeated
We both end up with our teeth
In each other's necks
With our enemies sworn
And our dignities torn
Can we hold ourselves
From the monster that's coming next
I try to say through a busted lip
That I still love you
And want to take accountability
And did you say "you better mean that"
Or did you understand
Eventuality?
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of this reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the sword
That will end my life
But you never lied
But you never lied
There's no actor here
No actor
If I could build you an army
What would keep their hearts
Steady in the war?
Cause we built this house
But what it's made from
These days, I am just not sure
It's a fight to win
For the crystal, willfull ignorance
Can I be real with you?
Stop asking questions
You don't wanna
Know the answer to.
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of this reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the sword
That will end my life
But you never lied
But you never lied
There's no actor here
No actor
I'm DISTENDED
I started melting
Cause I DON'T WANT TO MAKE
TOO MUCH SENSE
WE'RE JUST STIMMING
BUT YOU'RE SO SURE I'M THE WORST
WE'RE JUST STIMMING
I FEEL CURSED
The best intentions.
There's no actor here
Just the hulking weight of a cruel reality
You lied to protect me
I'm in the wake of the coward
That will end my life
But we never lied
But we never lied
There's no actor here
The best intentions.