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i hate this the slow eching at my heart the drop of the pin so slowly its never reaching the ground the aching wait for the almost silent sound that makes me realise im still alive i hate this the whisper of the voices the screams of the voices the laughter of those same voices taumenting me... pounding into my skull the pain is more than i can bare my ears are ringing my vision is blurring my heart is racing im shaking so violently i hurt and your whisper breaks through the chaos and i spiral completely all control all i held on to is now gone i float i drift in and out in and out idk where i am its cold its quiet im numb im empty its deadly no one sees this no one needs to see this im losing my mind im losing my mind im losing my mind do you even understand DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND **** i hate i hate i hate im done i am so full of rage i cant control i want to cut i want to punch i want to scream i want to bleed i want to feel pain i dont want to be like this anymore i hate you its jot your fault. it never was it never will be i dont even know why i hate you im so ******* insane i dont know i dont know i dont know i hate me i hate that i walked away i hate that you see me like this i hate that you see me the way i see mys lf i hate that you hate me i hate that i couldn't be better couldnt do better i hate that its my fault i hate that i can blame you i hate that i never do i am so tired i am so tired i want to sleep go away my head is to chaotic i see you over and over and over and over again nothing else your voice replays my worst fears and im scared you dont eat you dont sleep are you going to live tomorrow are you? i feel like a failure maybe i am its true im not enough never have been probably never will be oo well and it laughs at me in my face i wish i could strangle it maybe i just embrace it vision going episodes returning full blast no change a little laugh evil grin falling falling falling falling its time maybe to go i never want to reutn i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe its cold... there is nothing left just a shell and tonight i bleed
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7d ago
May 28, 2026 at 4:32 PM UTC
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i hate this the slow eching at my heart the drop of the pin so slowly its never reaching the ground the aching wait for the almost silent sound that makes me realise im still alive i hate this the whisper of the voices the screams of the voices the laughter of those same voices taumenting me... pounding into my skull the pain is more than i can bare my ears are ringing my vision is blurring my heart is racing im shaking so violently i hurt and your whisper breaks through the chaos and i spiral completely all control all i held on to is now gone i float i drift in and out in and out idk where i am its cold its quiet im numb im empty its deadly no one sees this no one needs to see this im losing my mind im losing my mind im losing my mind do you even understand DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND **** i hate i hate i hate im done i am so full of rage i cant control i want to cut i want to punch i want to scream i want to bleed i want to feel pain i dont want to be like this anymore i hate you its jot your fault. it never was it never will be i dont even know why i hate you im so ******* insane i dont know i dont know i dont know i hate me i hate that i walked away i hate that you see me like this i hate that you see me the way i see mys lf i hate that you hate me i hate that i couldn't be better couldnt do better i hate that its my fault i hate that i can blame you i hate that i never do i am so tired i am so tired i want to sleep go away my head is to chaotic i see you over and over and over and over again nothing else your voice replays my worst fears and im scared you dont eat you dont sleep are you going to live tomorrow are you? i feel like a failure maybe i am its true im not enough never have been probably never will be oo well and it laughs at me in my face i wish i could strangle it maybe i just embrace it vision going episodes returning full blast no change a little laugh evil grin falling falling falling falling its time maybe to go i never want to reutn i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe i cant breathe its cold... there is nothing left just a shell and tonight i bleed
taylah-leigh-kornblum
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taylah-leigh-kornblum
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7d ago
May 28, 2026 at 4:32 PM UTC
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