Why do I struggle in bed?
I feel like my body wants to jump out of my skin.
Why do we think about things?
That makes our brain wants to jump out of our heads.
Lost in my thoughts, all of my patience and waiting
and waiting for you to come in.
I don’t want to be here, not even hell could create a cage that can hold all my sins.
Why do I struggle in bed?
By the way how my covers look, seems I was dancing instead.
All of these strings,
Abandoning me.
Tucked away, stored
Creating new ways they can trigger me.
Into thinking
I’m breaking
And yet create tangles inside of me.
Why do I struggle in bed?
Why must you make nightmares out of rawness and sweat?
Everynight I wake up, it’s like my body is soaked.
Drenched.
Why do I...why do I... keep having nightmares in bed?
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
Why do I struggle in bed?
I feel like my body wants to jump out of my skin.
Why do we think about things?
That makes our brain wants to jump out of our heads.
Lost in my thoughts, all of my patience and waiting
and waiting for you to come in.
I don’t want to be here, not even hell could create a cage that can hold all my sins.
Why do I struggle in bed?
By the way how my covers look, seems I was dancing instead.
All of these strings,
Abandoning me.
Tucked away, stored
Creating new ways they can trigger me.
Into thinking
I’m breaking
And yet create tangles inside of me.
Why do I struggle in bed?
Why must you make nightmares out of rawness and sweat?
Everynight I wake up, it’s like my body is soaked.
Drenched.
Why do I...why do I... keep having nightmares in bed?
