I feel, I melt
I run, too fast
Into the light that shines,
Just right,
I bring, myself
My being, my soul
To break me...all of me,
To frain from my grave
Tonight
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 6:35 PM UTC
I’m calling your bluff,
You act like you’re tough,
By why aren’t the words,
Controlling your motives,
That gets stuck in a lotus,
That you can’t get out of,
That you can’t get by,
That leaves me so scared,
That I only trust fear,
That’s running down tears,
Down my face leaving stains,
Creating lines that are blind,
From your motives they hurt,
From the start to the end
That’s where they usually begin,
But I’m not gonna act,
Like I don’t see the flags,
The warnings, the facts,
That you think I don’t tag,
From the words that you say,
From now then this day,
I still run away...
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 11:49 AM UTC
Love
Lost
Lure
Lust
Pure
Few are true
Lost
In blue
Rest
In May
May I lay
Upon these days
The day I came
Shame
Drain
Fame
Lame
Tame
My beast
That is always
In flames
Glow
Show
Green
See
Free me
From me
Of who
I wanna be
Mar 23, 2020
Mar 23, 2020 at 4:58 AM UTC
You think I am lying,
You think I am playing,
You think that everyone’s out here to play you
You do not know me
You don’t understand me
You think that I’m fake, how can you relate
I cannot believe that you are thinking that way
...
I’m done with the bull
Cause you think I’m a fool
You think I am only out here to get you
But that isn’t true cause I really like you
But since you think that about me,
Then well, I am thru
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 12:00 PM UTC
Friendship is key, I love it that way,
Mostly because you’re not a bad dream,
You’re not a made up person that I made from far away,
But someone I met online.
Friendship is key, I should’ve started like that,
I should have called us best friends and not wanted anything more,
Now look at us,
Separated, because of all of my bad habits,
Made me repeat the same thing.
Friendship is trust, why was I so blind,
Maybe because I was lonely inside,
Maybe because I knew you wouldn’t be mine-okay I gotta stop that,
Especially since we haven’t met yet,
And to be honest now, since I’m shedding my skin, I’ve never really ever had a hot friend.
Dec 22, 2019
Dec 22, 2019 at 3:38 PM UTC
Why should I open my doors?
Can't find a clue, what's really true?
Why, must I see all these lies,
That's not really there, no it ain't fair,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Left me outside, out in the freezing cold
Lost in my main events, don't know a clue
But it seems that you do,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Why do I keep,
on letting you pass?
Why should I,
accept you,
when you don't deserve to,
know me at all through the years that I've known you?
Cause all of this, clueless
Remarkable, you-ness
Is driving me to,
wake up and speak,
what I really feel about you
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 9:21 PM UTC
So many thoughts running through my mind
and yet,
I can only choose just one...
Aug 6, 2019
Aug 6, 2019 at 7:33 PM UTC
You don’t understand me at all,
You say you understand me but all you’re doing is making assumptions and seeing what you want to see,
You say that I’m different from every other girl,
That I speak with a heart of gold that not even you could ever bare to hold.
But what’s worse is that I didn’t fight for you at all,
I didn’t try to get you back even though you pushed me away,
I didn’t text and communicate why I was acting that way,
Instead I stood there like a statue wasn’t taking anything serious because when I’m really interested in someone I seriously can’t find the words to talk.
When you told me why I don’t like to talk,
All I did was laugh under my breathe and waited for the conversation to pass but all I really needed to do was speak and yet,
I couldn’t even do that.
Confused you were.
Tight lipped, closed shut,
I felt no connection when I slept,
in your arms.
Why am I like this?
Why can’t I talk?
Why do I do this,
to this heart for only guys I genuinely like?
Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 4:50 AM UTC
Black eyes,
Makes me cry,
Shattered bones,
Up my spine,
All that I see are emotions,
Clouding my thoughts like the ocean.
Clouding my thoughts I can’t help it,
By the time I come to, I’ll be out it,
Like the time that goes by like a diamond my mind like the days that I bring brings me comfort.
My soul inside feels you coming,
Like a storm raging in like an earthquake,
But it couldn’t been you, you’re thoughts aren’t that deep,
So whose thoughts are those that are screaming?
Jun 8, 2019
Jun 8, 2019 at 10:41 PM UTC
I don’t like long distance relationships, it makes me go insane. Especially since you’re 10.0 miles away from me, I think of you every single day
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 6:25 PM UTC