I feel like I'm five years old again.
**Trusting the world like everyone's a ******* saint.**
But I can't help it,
If I shut it all out, I would push them away again.
I am no romantic, but they have my heartstrings,
And they're playing them like we've never seen better days.
I wish I knew what to say.
My life's out of control,
I'm a heartfelt mess.
All this gushy bullshit's gone to my head.
But I don't see a way out ,
My eyes are closed
I want to be left in the dark,
With only you to hold.
Even as I scrawl this ****
I don't know what I'm saying.
All I know is that you're to blame,
But it's no one's fault,
This isn't a problem.
I haven't felt this way since the beginning of time,
And I'm finding that I finally give **two ***** about life.**
I won't give up,
Not on you,
Not on me.
Not on **these *crazy ******* feelings* that I can't believe.**
Because I want to feel this,
It feels like hope,
And maybe, JUST maybe,
My life isn't a joke.
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 9:31 PM UTC
I feel like I'm five years old again.
**Trusting the world like everyone's a ******* saint.**
But I can't help it,
If I shut it all out, I would push them away again.
I am no romantic, but they have my heartstrings,
And they're playing them like we've never seen better days.
I wish I knew what to say.
My life's out of control,
I'm a heartfelt mess.
All this gushy bullshit's gone to my head.
But I don't see a way out ,
My eyes are closed
I want to be left in the dark,
With only you to hold.
Even as I scrawl this ****
I don't know what I'm saying.
All I know is that you're to blame,
But it's no one's fault,
This isn't a problem.
I haven't felt this way since the beginning of time,
And I'm finding that I finally give **two ***** about life.**
I won't give up,
Not on you,
Not on me.
Not on **these *crazy ******* feelings* that I can't believe.**
Because I want to feel this,
It feels like hope,
And maybe, JUST maybe,
My life isn't a joke.
