I wanna change,
Change everything about me.
But at the same time I'm afraid of changing,
Who am I?
I don't know,
I keep getting asked all these questions I can't answer,
Who are you?
Who do you want to be?
I don't know and honestly I'm not sure if I care anymore,
I hate myself more everyday,
But I hate change more than I hate myself,
I don't know what the **** I'm doing,
I'm scared of everything,
I don't truly live I just exist,
I abide by the rules but I'm kind of sick of being boring at the same time,
This **** ***** and I know it won't get better because I won't change.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 7:27 PM UTC
I wanna change,
Change everything about me.
But at the same time I'm afraid of changing,
Who am I?
I don't know,
I keep getting asked all these questions I can't answer,
Who are you?
Who do you want to be?
I don't know and honestly I'm not sure if I care anymore,
I hate myself more everyday,
But I hate change more than I hate myself,
I don't know what the **** I'm doing,
I'm scared of everything,
I don't truly live I just exist,
I abide by the rules but I'm kind of sick of being boring at the same time,
This **** ***** and I know it won't get better because I won't change.
For all those who hate themselves but is too afraid of change to start making themselves the person they want to see.