Why am I so helpless
Like why am I like this
My life is just a ******* mess
And I’m not sure if it’s one I can fix
The thoughts have been more often
Thoughts of it all just ending
But writing is here to soften
Me and that hand I told to be lending
How can these days be so hard
I do not understand
In life I guess I didn’t play the right card
Or maybe I was just dealt a terrible hand
I have never been more depressed
Than I am now at this moment
I tried to keep it suppressed
But I have decided to own up to it
I just was wanting to open up
To those who might care
Or those who might have has enough
And maybe all they to do is share
Jun 13, 2018
Jun 13, 2018 at 9:30 PM UTC
Why am I so helpless
Like why am I like this
My life is just a ******* mess
And I’m not sure if it’s one I can fix
The thoughts have been more often
Thoughts of it all just ending
But writing is here to soften
Me and that hand I told to be lending
How can these days be so hard
I do not understand
In life I guess I didn’t play the right card
Or maybe I was just dealt a terrible hand
I have never been more depressed
Than I am now at this moment
I tried to keep it suppressed
But I have decided to own up to it
I just was wanting to open up
To those who might care
Or those who might have has enough
And maybe all they to do is share
Awareness to where I am mentally but I should let everyone know I am doing well now, these were thoughts I had bottled up for about a year and I just didn’t know what to do however in the end I am alright don’t worry
Much love
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