now i wonder if you ever loved me
or if it was just a façade to get laid
i can’t imagine the world
of a man who wanted me to be his wife
speaking to me with words of ice
laughing about how i never cared
and how i made you out to be the problem
when all i wanted was to fix you
but you couldn’t give me the time of day
let alone your heart
i let my love for you consume me
and now i feel like a worm
in the core of a rotten apple
surrounded by decay
because you didn’t care
and you never will
and i will constantly be reminded
that i cared too much
you keep reminding me of why i left
switching between hot and cold
one day you love me and you’re sorry
and the next i’m nothing to you
you can talk all the **** in the world
but one thing you can’t take away from me
is that i won’t rewrite the story
or rearrange the faults
to satisfy my mood of the day
i’d rather boil my blood
than be as stone cold as you are
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 2:56 PM UTC
now i wonder if you ever loved me
or if it was just a façade to get laid
i can’t imagine the world
of a man who wanted me to be his wife
speaking to me with words of ice
laughing about how i never cared
and how i made you out to be the problem
when all i wanted was to fix you
but you couldn’t give me the time of day
let alone your heart
i let my love for you consume me
and now i feel like a worm
in the core of a rotten apple
surrounded by decay
because you didn’t care
and you never will
and i will constantly be reminded
that i cared too much
you keep reminding me of why i left
switching between hot and cold
one day you love me and you’re sorry
and the next i’m nothing to you
you can talk all the **** in the world
but one thing you can’t take away from me
is that i won’t rewrite the story
or rearrange the faults
to satisfy my mood of the day
i’d rather boil my blood
than be as stone cold as you are
