I am the age at which you died
no comely pictures immortalize me,
though I am not washed white with time
like you
a lone silver streak stripes my chin
many would say
you were too sensitive for this world
thus rushing your years
and guiding the barrel to your mouth
I would pit my pain
against your Nobel torments any day
if such things be a contest,
what is not, though
a rabid race to the grave?
but who would really win?
for your mother’s madness did not leave you
skittering around like a cat on a hot tin roof
and your father’s anvil hands
did not leave scarlet letters
on your skinny legs
excuse me then, if I don’t
grant you a capital letter in your name
excuse me if I don’t applaud your time in the ring
or say bravo to the iconoclast
for your sparse use of words
(though, “for sale, baby shoes, never worn” was…perfect)
excuse me if I don’t think your readable feasts
should be on everyman’s menu
you were but a man
who drank and ate and fought and ******
until you could no more and decided there was nothing left
I respect your triggered choice and do not call it craven
but janitors aren’t made legends
they just clean your brains
from the floor
Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 6:10 PM UTC
I am the age at which you died
no comely pictures immortalize me,
though I am not washed white with time
like you
a lone silver streak stripes my chin
many would say
you were too sensitive for this world
thus rushing your years
and guiding the barrel to your mouth
I would pit my pain
against your Nobel torments any day
if such things be a contest,
what is not, though
a rabid race to the grave?
but who would really win?
for your mother’s madness did not leave you
skittering around like a cat on a hot tin roof
and your father’s anvil hands
did not leave scarlet letters
on your skinny legs
excuse me then, if I don’t
grant you a capital letter in your name
excuse me if I don’t applaud your time in the ring
or say bravo to the iconoclast
for your sparse use of words
(though, “for sale, baby shoes, never worn” was…perfect)
excuse me if I don’t think your readable feasts
should be on everyman’s menu
you were but a man
who drank and ate and fought and ******
until you could no more and decided there was nothing left
I respect your triggered choice and do not call it craven
but janitors aren’t made legends
they just clean your brains
from the floor
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