I didn't find myself,
I just shut myself away because I was the youngest kid and everyone looked down at me.
I just want my space, I wanna sit in my own place,
with book and a fire,
for once I'd like to not cry myself to sleep, or wake up feeling numb.
For once I'd like to know what's it's like to know who I am.
For once I'd like to wake up
and not have to consciously remind myself that I have things to do.
I'd like to wake up not feeling tired.
I'd for once like to wake up and be glad that I have.
Just once, just once I'd like to meet a girl, go on a few dates,
and actually fall in love with a total stranger,
not someone I spent time working out their issues
and then helping them.
Because then they'll only ever see me as their solutions.
Just once I'd like to grab a coffee with someone and talk about the world with them.
Just once I'd like to feel that I'm not alone, I'd like to be normal.
Jun 26, 2018
Jun 26, 2018 at 6:59 PM UTC
I didn't find myself,
I just shut myself away because I was the youngest kid and everyone looked down at me.
I just want my space, I wanna sit in my own place,
with book and a fire,
for once I'd like to not cry myself to sleep, or wake up feeling numb.
For once I'd like to know what's it's like to know who I am.
For once I'd like to wake up
and not have to consciously remind myself that I have things to do.
I'd like to wake up not feeling tired.
I'd for once like to wake up and be glad that I have.
Just once, just once I'd like to meet a girl, go on a few dates,
and actually fall in love with a total stranger,
not someone I spent time working out their issues
and then helping them.
Because then they'll only ever see me as their solutions.
Just once I'd like to grab a coffee with someone and talk about the world with them.
Just once I'd like to feel that I'm not alone, I'd like to be normal.
