sometimes it feels as though
my hearts been replaced
with the emptiness
of a widow’s arms
like one day
it went off and never came back
leaving a hole in my chest
where you’re supposed to be
and
sometimes it feels like
theres a cage where my ribs should be
trapping every bad memory
every bad thought
every ******* word you’ve ever said
inside
and i'm not sure
what to do
i don't want them anymore
i don't want these memories
all they do is hurt and
memories aren't supposed to hurt
you weren't supposed to hurt me
why did you hurt me?
this emptiness inside my chest
is starting to get heavy
and i'm not sure
how much longer i can hold it
i am going to break
oh god
you're going to break me
Jul 5, 2020
Jul 5, 2020 at 11:20 PM UTC
sometimes it feels as though
my hearts been replaced
with the emptiness
of a widow’s arms
like one day
it went off and never came back
leaving a hole in my chest
where you’re supposed to be
and
sometimes it feels like
theres a cage where my ribs should be
trapping every bad memory
every bad thought
every ******* word you’ve ever said
inside
and i'm not sure
what to do
i don't want them anymore
i don't want these memories
all they do is hurt and
memories aren't supposed to hurt
you weren't supposed to hurt me
why did you hurt me?
this emptiness inside my chest
is starting to get heavy
and i'm not sure
how much longer i can hold it
i am going to break
oh god
you're going to break me
