The hurt says, "I have been looking for you.”
and I was never one for truth but I give it to the hurt anyway
“I can’t let you in because I’m not sure I would ever let you leave."
The hurt gives options "I own destruction or I own empty.”
My heart beats but not because I want it too
I pick destruction
Then when I have destroyed everything around me
The hurt says,“ I can give you anger, I can give you rage.”
I think last time almost ruined me
but I welcome the simmer all the same
I am endless yet I never wanted to be
The hurt is laughing now
“You will break soon, you know you can’t keep me away forever.”
I’ve known since the moment I saw you-
darkening my doorway and stealing my blue skies
keeping you away was never what I wanted
Weeks move into months
The hurt is calm “It is time for me to come back”
I look at the hurt thinking , "Yes. I have kept you waiting long enough”
Let's survive this together
- grief is going to eat me alive
Dec 12, 2025
Dec 12, 2025 at 4:16 AM UTC
The hurt says, "I have been looking for you.”
and I was never one for truth but I give it to the hurt anyway
“I can’t let you in because I’m not sure I would ever let you leave."
The hurt gives options "I own destruction or I own empty.”
My heart beats but not because I want it too
I pick destruction
Then when I have destroyed everything around me
The hurt says,“ I can give you anger, I can give you rage.”
I think last time almost ruined me
but I welcome the simmer all the same
I am endless yet I never wanted to be
The hurt is laughing now
“You will break soon, you know you can’t keep me away forever.”
I’ve known since the moment I saw you-
darkening my doorway and stealing my blue skies
keeping you away was never what I wanted
Weeks move into months
The hurt is calm “It is time for me to come back”
I look at the hurt thinking , "Yes. I have kept you waiting long enough”
Let's survive this together
- grief is going to eat me alive