sometimes i wonder why i was kept here
i should be dead three times over by now
so why did you keep me
if i plunged a knife through my neck right now
you couldn’t keep me here
i won’t do it
only because i don’t want to be used
even in death
to be used as a crutch
for the people who never even cared about me
in life
i’d be used
for whatever reason they justify
another tragedy to their life
you didn’t love me in life
you certainly don’t get to do that in my death
no matter how much i wish i could do it
i wont let you win anymore
i won’t let you ever use me again
im not a fool anymore
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 1:26 PM UTC
sometimes i wonder why i was kept here
i should be dead three times over by now
so why did you keep me
if i plunged a knife through my neck right now
you couldn’t keep me here
i won’t do it
only because i don’t want to be used
even in death
to be used as a crutch
for the people who never even cared about me
in life
i’d be used
for whatever reason they justify
another tragedy to their life
you didn’t love me in life
you certainly don’t get to do that in my death
no matter how much i wish i could do it
i wont let you win anymore
i won’t let you ever use me again
im not a fool anymore
