Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was three years old
Today I am fifteen
Suicidal thoughts at dawn
My actions are bold
In a big world trying to be seen
Wanting to end the suffering
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I wanted to live
Today is quite the contrary
To death I am drawn
No more love to give
being miserable appears as scary
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was calm
Today I am ******
All my belongings up for pawn
Razor blade starts at my palm
Then slides down my wrist
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was here
Today I disappeared
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 10:13 PM UTC
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was three years old
Today I am fifteen
Suicidal thoughts at dawn
My actions are bold
In a big world trying to be seen
Wanting to end the suffering
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I wanted to live
Today is quite the contrary
To death I am drawn
No more love to give
being miserable appears as scary
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was calm
Today I am ******
All my belongings up for pawn
Razor blade starts at my palm
Then slides down my wrist
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was here
Today I disappeared