They are telling me to fight
Just to hold on
My my dreams aren't reality
I just want to be done
They say hope for the best
In a world where if you aren't the best
You must continue to live under the rest
I want to be gone
I am all alone
No one will accept me
Needing
To
Say
Goodbye
Before
I
Slip
Up
In
A
Slip knot
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 12:55 AM UTC
Slipping, fading
Drowning into me
Can't swim to the surface
Cutting releases it
But only temporarily
Living ten minutes at a time
For the rest of eternity
Might be longer tomorrow
Feeling so worthless
Feeling so hopeless
Need someone
Anyone to just trust
But I can't
My worth disappeared
And tonight as do I
Jun 14, 2019
Jun 14, 2019 at 12:51 AM UTC
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was three years old
Today I am fifteen
Suicidal thoughts at dawn
My actions are bold
In a big world trying to be seen
Wanting to end the suffering
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I wanted to live
Today is quite the contrary
To death I am drawn
No more love to give
being miserable appears as scary
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was calm
Today I am ******
All my belongings up for pawn
Razor blade starts at my palm
Then slides down my wrist
Oh where the time has gone
Yesterday I was here
Today I disappeared
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 10:13 PM UTC