These urges keep coursing through my mind.
The feelings it brought the sensation I felt.
It was my own personal drug that no one will take.
My body tingles as the feeling of it comes running through my head and i can almost feel it .
But almost isn't enough.
I need it, I crave it, it was the one thing keeping me sane.
And it's been gone for so long it frightens me.
The thought of never feeling it again.
So I whisper as I stand alone in my room my hands shaking in anticipation "Just one more time, one more time and I'll stop.
No one has to know it'll be our little secret.
Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 3:42 PM UTC
These urges keep coursing through my mind.
The feelings it brought the sensation I felt.
It was my own personal drug that no one will take.
My body tingles as the feeling of it comes running through my head and i can almost feel it .
But almost isn't enough.
I need it, I crave it, it was the one thing keeping me sane.
And it's been gone for so long it frightens me.
The thought of never feeling it again.
So I whisper as I stand alone in my room my hands shaking in anticipation "Just one more time, one more time and I'll stop.
No one has to know it'll be our little secret.