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I SEE YOU NOW, AS NEVER BEFORE I TASTE CONTEMPT, SWALLOW IT DOWN RAW WANTING, NEEDING TO SETTLE THE SCORE TIME WILL TELL, WHO REALLY IS ******** YOU THINK YOU’RE “ALL THAT” YOUR ACTUALLY PERCEIVED AS A **** A DICKHEAD'S DOORMAT ***** SWALLOW! IT WON'T MAKE YOU FAT!" YOU PLACE YOUR BABIES IN DANGER FOR A BRIEF DALLIANCE WITH A STRANGER NOT UNIQUE BEHAVIOUR YOU OFTEN TRADE FLATTERY FOR A ****** FAVOUR EASILY LED, INTO NEXT MAN'S BED ***** ALIVE, MORALS DEAD BELIEVING EVERY DRUNK WORD THAT IS SAID WHILST PRETENDING NOT TO NOTICE RECURRING THOUGHTS IN YOUR MESSED UP HEAD IF YOU CONTINUE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DICTATED TO JUST ANOTHER RANDOM, EASY ***** LEFT FEELING LONELY, USED AND BLUE IF YOU COULD TAKE A STEP AWAY IF YOU ACTUALLY LISTENED TO WHAT YOUR CONSCIENCE HAS TO SAY YOU'D BE SURPRISED AT THE WAY YOUR NEON SIGN FLASHES - 'EASY PREY' WAVE GOODBYE TO YOUR SONS, TWO LIVES TORN JUST AS YOUR FIRST BORN THE ONE YOU CLAIM TO MOURN, TOO LATE NOW, APRON STRINGS FRAYED AND WORN SAY GOODBYE TO TRUE LOVE COS LABELS STICK FOR GOOD YOU WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE MISUNDERSTOOD NO DEAR, YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER 'HO FROM THE HOOD' I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU NOW, YOU’RE NOT TO BLAME YOU HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED, USED FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S GAIN SOUL BROKEN, SPIRIT BRUISED CONSTANTLY IN EMOTIONAL PAIN YOU HAVE NO DIRECTION IN LIFE EXCEPT CAUSING DRAMA AND STRIFE THE ONLY TOPIC OF CONVERSATION BETWEEN YOU & YOUR CREW IS, WHO IS NEXT ON THE LIST, TO **** OVER & ***** YOU USE WHITE POWDER TO NUMB YOUR PAIN WAKE THE NEXT DAY, HANG YOUR HEAD IN SHAME OPEN A CAN, **** ANOTHER MAN, UPSET WHO YOU CAN LIVING A LIE, YOUR LIFE IS A SHAM YOU NEED A NEW PLAN - AS QUICK AS YOU CAN! ARGUMENTATIVE, INSTIGATING THE NEXT ROW I'M ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I EVEN KNOW YOU, LET ALONE HOW YOU MAKE MY SKIN CRAWL, I FEEL SICK NOW YOUR LESSON, IS SIMPLY LONG OVER DUE YOU HAVE NO SELF RESPECT LEFT AT ALL IF WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD IS FOR REAL YOU ATTEMPTED TO MAKE ME LOOK SMALL LOOK YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, HOW DOES IT FEEL? TURN YOURSELF AROUND, BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU, REPLACE IT WITH HATE REPETITIVE CYCLE, ON THIN ICE YOU SKATE YOU'LL BE DISOWNED, ALL ALONE, - STALEMATE YOU ARE A ******* STATE, LOSING EVEN MORE WEIGHT - FATAL MISTAKE ONCE MORE YOUR BABIES, FOR THEIR MUMMY, THEY PATIENTLY WAIT HOPING THAT TODAY THERE IS FOOD ON THEIR PLATE AND THAT THEY DO NOT HAVE TO SHARE, WITH DRUNKS OFF THE ESTATE YOUR BABIES THEY NEED THEIR MUMMY AND HEALTHY FOOD IN THEIR TUMMY UNLIKELY COS THEIR DINNER MONEY ON ***** YOU SPENT AND DRUNKEN ANGER & ANGST ON THEM, YOU WILL VENT WHAT WILL IT TAKE? FOR YOU TO SEE & ADMIT THE MISTAKE? HOW LONG BEFORE YOU BREAK? HOW LONG, TIL THE NEXT GREAT ESCAPE? WHEN WILL YOU REALISE, THAT IT IS ALL ROTTEN? WHEN YOU WAKE UP AND ADMIT, YOU'VE HIT ROCK BOTTOM
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 4:19 PM UTC
HIT ROCK BOTTOM
I SEE YOU NOW, AS NEVER BEFORE I TASTE CONTEMPT, SWALLOW IT DOWN RAW WANTING, NEEDING TO SETTLE THE SCORE TIME WILL TELL, WHO REALLY IS ******** YOU THINK YOU’RE “ALL THAT” YOUR ACTUALLY PERCEIVED AS A **** A DICKHEAD'S DOORMAT ***** SWALLOW! IT WON'T MAKE YOU FAT!" YOU PLACE YOUR BABIES IN DANGER FOR A BRIEF DALLIANCE WITH A STRANGER NOT UNIQUE BEHAVIOUR YOU OFTEN TRADE FLATTERY FOR A ****** FAVOUR EASILY LED, INTO NEXT MAN'S BED ***** ALIVE, MORALS DEAD BELIEVING EVERY DRUNK WORD THAT IS SAID WHILST PRETENDING NOT TO NOTICE RECURRING THOUGHTS IN YOUR MESSED UP HEAD IF YOU CONTINUE YOU'LL ALWAYS BE DICTATED TO JUST ANOTHER RANDOM, EASY ***** LEFT FEELING LONELY, USED AND BLUE IF YOU COULD TAKE A STEP AWAY IF YOU ACTUALLY LISTENED TO WHAT YOUR CONSCIENCE HAS TO SAY YOU'D BE SURPRISED AT THE WAY YOUR NEON SIGN FLASHES - 'EASY PREY' WAVE GOODBYE TO YOUR SONS, TWO LIVES TORN JUST AS YOUR FIRST BORN THE ONE YOU CLAIM TO MOURN, TOO LATE NOW, APRON STRINGS FRAYED AND WORN SAY GOODBYE TO TRUE LOVE COS LABELS STICK FOR GOOD YOU WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU'RE MISUNDERSTOOD NO DEAR, YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER 'HO FROM THE HOOD' I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU NOW, YOU’RE NOT TO BLAME YOU HAVE BEEN MANIPULATED, USED FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S GAIN SOUL BROKEN, SPIRIT BRUISED CONSTANTLY IN EMOTIONAL PAIN YOU HAVE NO DIRECTION IN LIFE EXCEPT CAUSING DRAMA AND STRIFE THE ONLY TOPIC OF CONVERSATION BETWEEN YOU & YOUR CREW IS, WHO IS NEXT ON THE LIST, TO **** OVER & ***** YOU USE WHITE POWDER TO NUMB YOUR PAIN WAKE THE NEXT DAY, HANG YOUR HEAD IN SHAME OPEN A CAN, **** ANOTHER MAN, UPSET WHO YOU CAN LIVING A LIE, YOUR LIFE IS A SHAM YOU NEED A NEW PLAN - AS QUICK AS YOU CAN! ARGUMENTATIVE, INSTIGATING THE NEXT ROW I'M ASHAMED TO ADMIT THAT I EVEN KNOW YOU, LET ALONE HOW YOU MAKE MY SKIN CRAWL, I FEEL SICK NOW YOUR LESSON, IS SIMPLY LONG OVER DUE YOU HAVE NO SELF RESPECT LEFT AT ALL IF WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD IS FOR REAL YOU ATTEMPTED TO MAKE ME LOOK SMALL LOOK YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, HOW DOES IT FEEL? TURN YOURSELF AROUND, BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND THE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU, REPLACE IT WITH HATE REPETITIVE CYCLE, ON THIN ICE YOU SKATE YOU'LL BE DISOWNED, ALL ALONE, - STALEMATE YOU ARE A ******* STATE, LOSING EVEN MORE WEIGHT - FATAL MISTAKE ONCE MORE YOUR BABIES, FOR THEIR MUMMY, THEY PATIENTLY WAIT HOPING THAT TODAY THERE IS FOOD ON THEIR PLATE AND THAT THEY DO NOT HAVE TO SHARE, WITH DRUNKS OFF THE ESTATE YOUR BABIES THEY NEED THEIR MUMMY AND HEALTHY FOOD IN THEIR TUMMY UNLIKELY COS THEIR DINNER MONEY ON ***** YOU SPENT AND DRUNKEN ANGER & ANGST ON THEM, YOU WILL VENT WHAT WILL IT TAKE? FOR YOU TO SEE & ADMIT THE MISTAKE? HOW LONG BEFORE YOU BREAK? HOW LONG, TIL THE NEXT GREAT ESCAPE? WHEN WILL YOU REALISE, THAT IT IS ALL ROTTEN? WHEN YOU WAKE UP AND ADMIT, YOU'VE HIT ROCK BOTTOM
#low#rockbottom
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 4:19 PM UTC
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