I want to throw up the kisses youve shoved down my throat.
I want to erase the memory of you spreading my legs even though i said no.
Why am i hesitant to hate you?
I should,
but i have no room in my heart
to hate.
Only my mirrors are laced with the hate.
Filling the flaws with hate
i carved in the cracks.
Myself
looking
at myself,
watching
myself
cry.
Why am i willing to forgive because i want you?
Why am i willing to forget,
I hate you.
I hate.
Me.
Mar 15
Mar 15, 2026 at 4:21 AM UTC
I want to throw up the kisses youve shoved down my throat.
I want to erase the memory of you spreading my legs even though i said no.
Why am i hesitant to hate you?
I should,
but i have no room in my heart
to hate.
Only my mirrors are laced with the hate.
Filling the flaws with hate
i carved in the cracks.
Myself
looking
at myself,
watching
myself
cry.
Why am i willing to forgive because i want you?
Why am i willing to forget,
I hate you.
I hate.
Me.
I lied i dont hate you, please dont leave me
