Hello Poetry
Submit your work and get some sparkles! Create free account
254taylorPoems
The first time they said I was suicidal It hurt much Felt like  a lost kid Thought my last minutes  were seconds to go It hurt much Tears couldn't well up Words couldn't form Honestly truth hurts The first time they said I was suicidal Already saw it coming though The smile hid much than they could see Cried on the silent nights Whispered  wishes to my love Held onto the pillar he built The first time they said I was suicidal Felt like second to me Plus the nights spend pleading for a new world A world with a no-human logo When I held a knife to my dear-chest and thought this is it.... The first time they said I was suicidal Pinned a key on a kids head Wasn't scared of the pain caused, The blood shed reminded of how suicidal I was Second after my own suicide  thoughts The first time they said  I was suicidal.... Wasn't that big of word Wasn't that small of expression Took the blame What if I cut my ankle twice just to see red? What if the smile means keep off? What if I was really suicidal? The first time I was suicidal.... I wasn't suicidal If we could find the 'blame' Only if we could, then anger would it be? @taytay
0
Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 4:24 PM UTC
Sarcastic pain :)
The first time they said I was suicidal It hurt much Felt like  a lost kid Thought my last minutes  were seconds to go It hurt much Tears couldn't well up Words couldn't form Honestly truth hurts The first time they said I was suicidal Already saw it coming though The smile hid much than they could see Cried on the silent nights Whispered  wishes to my love Held onto the pillar he built The first time they said I was suicidal Felt like second to me Plus the nights spend pleading for a new world A world with a no-human logo When I held a knife to my dear-chest and thought this is it.... The first time they said I was suicidal Pinned a key on a kids head Wasn't scared of the pain caused, The blood shed reminded of how suicidal I was Second after my own suicide  thoughts The first time they said  I was suicidal.... Wasn't that big of word Wasn't that small of expression Took the blame What if I cut my ankle twice just to see red? What if the smile means keep off? What if I was really suicidal? The first time I was suicidal.... I wasn't suicidal If we could find the 'blame' Only if we could, then anger would it be? @taytay
#suicidal#pain#sarcastic#thoughts#anger#rhetoric#smile#blame#loudminds
Written by
254taylor
18/F/Africa
Oct 1, 2020
Oct 1, 2020 at 4:24 PM UTC
Request permission to use this poem