i really do.
i want this.
i keep saying.
why won't my body act like it.?
this reoccurring pattern.
it haunts me.
can't it stop?
can't i be free.?
comes around once a month.
unexplained dredge.
i don't want to be here.
i want to want this,
but it says no.
i can't stop it.
i feel awful,
it makes others feel awful,
then it's too late to fix things when i snap out of it.
why i can't i be normal.
i don't want this.
Apr 28
Apr 28, 2026 at 1:25 PM UTC
i really do.
i want this.
i keep saying.
why won't my body act like it.?
this reoccurring pattern.
it haunts me.
can't it stop?
can't i be free.?
comes around once a month.
unexplained dredge.
i don't want to be here.
i want to want this,
but it says no.
i can't stop it.
i feel awful,
it makes others feel awful,
then it's too late to fix things when i snap out of it.
why i can't i be normal.
i don't want this.
i lowkey think i might have PMDD but i need to do more research on it before i say that thats what it is - this is just how i experience life its okay </333
