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Some one should have told me not to go this far. At the first stages of this obsession, It was just the same Just the same as any pre-teen curiosity I was a curious little one, I suppose. But as usual, I have to work for what I want, Nothing ever comes easy But I suppose I like it that way Or I did I wanted this Wanted it so badly Just like any other human I wanted to be special How disgustingly selfish I wanted the titles The magic "Witch, Psychic, Magic, Medium" I read the books I tried and tried And then I fell in love I guess that was the key I got what I wanted Now all I have to do is protect it. **But no kid should have to suffer through this Cry at night because the world is so pointless Hate being human so much** **I never thought That all I would long for Is to be selfless   To love unconditionally **No matter how hard I fight I will always be A *selfish                   Hateful                                 Lusting                                                Malicious                                                                 Worthless                                                                                    Pointless human Just like everyone Living life for their own satisfaction Nothing else*** *I hate myself. I want to stop existing. I want to go back to blissful ignorance.* I am so ashamed I should have known I cannot control human nature **I am so ashamed That I am so weak I can't control my desire to be special Or my "dark side" Or admit that that dark side is just a figment So people will pay attention to me.
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
Should've Would've Couldn't Have
Some one should have told me not to go this far. At the first stages of this obsession, It was just the same Just the same as any pre-teen curiosity I was a curious little one, I suppose. But as usual, I have to work for what I want, Nothing ever comes easy But I suppose I like it that way Or I did I wanted this Wanted it so badly Just like any other human I wanted to be special How disgustingly selfish I wanted the titles The magic "Witch, Psychic, Magic, Medium" I read the books I tried and tried And then I fell in love I guess that was the key I got what I wanted Now all I have to do is protect it. **But no kid should have to suffer through this Cry at night because the world is so pointless Hate being human so much** **I never thought That all I would long for Is to be selfless   To love unconditionally **No matter how hard I fight I will always be A *selfish                   Hateful                                 Lusting                                                Malicious                                                                 Worthless                                                                                    Pointless human Just like everyone Living life for their own satisfaction Nothing else*** *I hate myself. I want to stop existing. I want to go back to blissful ignorance.* I am so ashamed I should have known I cannot control human nature **I am so ashamed That I am so weak I can't control my desire to be special Or my "dark side" Or admit that that dark side is just a figment So people will pay attention to me.
Thank you so much if you read the whole thing. I feel better that I got this off my chest. If you're thinking of reaching higher psychic awareness, I wish you the best of luck and know you have my love <3
#love#hate#alone#darkness#regrets#struggle#attention#petty#psychic#polaropposite
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
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