if you really want to see
what you've done to me
just look inside of this
this notebook you see
I'm petrified of your kiss
yet its the one thing I miss
when i'm laying on my couch
all benzo'd out
its the thing I desperately crave
when i'm alone in an ice cave
then I remember our bout
the one before you kicked me out
the one where I said ouch
you had me on your bed
your hands suffocating my head
all I thought was I love you tons
but then I saw your guns
I believed me a *****
a pathetic daddy issue girl
because of what you said
it burned me to the core
this is it you see
how I don'twant to be
how you thought me to be
that is what you've done to me
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 3:28 PM UTC
if you really want to see
what you've done to me
just look inside of this
this notebook you see
I'm petrified of your kiss
yet its the one thing I miss
when i'm laying on my couch
all benzo'd out
its the thing I desperately crave
when i'm alone in an ice cave
then I remember our bout
the one before you kicked me out
the one where I said ouch
you had me on your bed
your hands suffocating my head
all I thought was I love you tons
but then I saw your guns
I believed me a *****
a pathetic daddy issue girl
because of what you said
it burned me to the core
this is it you see
how I don'twant to be
how you thought me to be
that is what you've done to me
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