Why can’t I do anything right?
Staring at the ceiling,
lying on my bed.
I could have just worked harder,
spent more time on school,
been a better friend,
daughter,
student.
But when I think I’m not enough,
I just need to remember.
Remember where I came from.
Remember the fight I fought with myself,
every day.
Remember the tears I shed when I thought I couldn’t get out of this hole anymore.
This dark,
cold,
black,
hole.
But I was there
for myself,
all the time.
I pushed myself up
each day,
I fought.
For the person I am
today.
So, I need to remember.
Remember the girl who fought for her life,
and remind myself
to give her some rest.
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 1:12 PM UTC
Why can’t I do anything right?
Staring at the ceiling,
lying on my bed.
I could have just worked harder,
spent more time on school,
been a better friend,
daughter,
student.
But when I think I’m not enough,
I just need to remember.
Remember where I came from.
Remember the fight I fought with myself,
every day.
Remember the tears I shed when I thought I couldn’t get out of this hole anymore.
This dark,
cold,
black,
hole.
But I was there
for myself,
all the time.
I pushed myself up
each day,
I fought.
For the person I am
today.
So, I need to remember.
Remember the girl who fought for her life,
and remind myself
to give her some rest.