The anxieties are there
about meaningless things
and the meanings behind them
Time is spent
wondering
What he's thinking?
What he's doing?
What he remembers
and holds on to?
If any?
If all?
Why he's with her?
If he thinks about me
like I think about him?
If he thinks about my touch
like I think about his?
If he yearns for me?
If he wants to taste my kiss
and all of me
again?
So many musings
driven by curiousity
by desire
by a muse,
in every sense of the word
Awakening something deep
within me
deeper than lust
deeper than longing
An intensity
that's intoxicating
addicting
terrifying
An insatiable hunger
to search and swim
within his soul
one touch,
one moment
at a time
Only felt
never acknowledged,
engulfed in secrecy
engulfed by secrecy
Drinking each other in
between nuanced subcontext
one moment
at at time
Setting each other on fire.
Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 5:47 PM UTC
The anxieties are there
about meaningless things
and the meanings behind them
Time is spent
wondering
What he's thinking?
What he's doing?
What he remembers
and holds on to?
If any?
If all?
Why he's with her?
If he thinks about me
like I think about him?
If he thinks about my touch
like I think about his?
If he yearns for me?
If he wants to taste my kiss
and all of me
again?
So many musings
driven by curiousity
by desire
by a muse,
in every sense of the word
Awakening something deep
within me
deeper than lust
deeper than longing
An intensity
that's intoxicating
addicting
terrifying
An insatiable hunger
to search and swim
within his soul
one touch,
one moment
at a time
Only felt
never acknowledged,
engulfed in secrecy
engulfed by secrecy
Drinking each other in
between nuanced subcontext
one moment
at at time
Setting each other on fire.