No one knows the real girl anymore.
All day long everyone sees a bubbly girl with a smile on her face.
No one would ever guess what goes on when she gets home
*She goes home walks through the door;
the house is empty once again.
Mom's working another extra shift;
who knows what time she'll get home.
Will she have to eat dinner by herself again?
She get to dads;
he won't say a word to her.
Mad at everything.
Every part of her.
She's nothing but an inconvience.
She goes into her room;
blasts the music loud so no one can hear her sobs.
She screams into her pillow.
Why doesn't anyone understand?!
She tried reaching out for help,
but just got ignored.
I could use a friend right now
Then...complete silence.
Nothing.
She knew it was true,
no one really cares.*
Mar 9, 2013
Mar 9, 2013 at 1:51 AM UTC
No one knows the real girl anymore.
All day long everyone sees a bubbly girl with a smile on her face.
No one would ever guess what goes on when she gets home
*She goes home walks through the door;
the house is empty once again.
Mom's working another extra shift;
who knows what time she'll get home.
Will she have to eat dinner by herself again?
She get to dads;
he won't say a word to her.
Mad at everything.
Every part of her.
She's nothing but an inconvience.
She goes into her room;
blasts the music loud so no one can hear her sobs.
She screams into her pillow.
Why doesn't anyone understand?!
She tried reaching out for help,
but just got ignored.
I could use a friend right now
Then...complete silence.
Nothing.
She knew it was true,
no one really cares.*
Words cannot even begin to explain half of the pain I am feeling inside. Maybe soon I'll finally have the courage to just let go. At least the pain would be over then.
