I'm getting bad again
The sadness inside just continues to grow.
I hate breaking promises,
But can I please just let go?
Aug 6, 2015
Aug 6, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
Give me a reason to stay alive
Give me a reason to not take my life tonight.
Give me a reason to not bring out the blades
Or to not shatter that mirror, the cold glass soothes the pain.
Give me a reason to keep holding on
Give me strength I'm not really that strong.
Give me courage to keep carrying on
Give me a reason to keep smiling, acting as if nothing is wrong
Mar 9, 2015
Mar 9, 2015 at 1:33 AM UTC
Laying in the quiet you breathe out and I breathe in.
Our bodies pressed together skin to skin.
A tangled up ball of hot skin and sweat.
Sticky sweet cotton breath.
Out bodies moved in unison
My hands tangled in your hair
You squeezed my body right
Left me gasping for air.
This time was more than just a hookup
This was more than just some fun
This was me and you together
Two souls becoming one
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 3:11 PM UTC
And even though the cut this time was an accident, it felt good and I didn't cry.
And even though you always see me smiling, all I really want is to die
Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 2:06 AM UTC
She has many hidden talents,
She never let's anyone see.
But her biggest talent is hiding herself from the world,
She can't let them see.
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
*you know the last time you saw me
you told me to "Tell mama I love her"
you knew something was off
but to me you never said goodbye*
Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
But I think I'm falling in love with you
Gotchu on my mind when I listen to all them love songs
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 2:51 AM UTC
It's you.
You.
It's always been you.
From the very beginning
All the way back to when we were little kids without a clue.
Running aroud the school yard in our uniforms.
It started as a cute little kid crush
Then we grew and feelings did too.
Middle school came and you made my heart skip beats when you looked at me in the hallways.
Then I was really sad cause you went onto highschool and we grew apart and I thought
owell it wasn't meant to be
But here we are again all these years later and somehow we've found each other again
And as I look back through old yearbooks and I find your pictures circled or with hearts around them I realize it's always been
You
No matter what no matter how I always ******* come back to you because it's you.
It's always ******* been you.
You...
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 3:43 AM UTC
I scroll through Instagram and Facebook and there's even stuff on snapchat of all these people that are so happy and celebrating their dads and it's not fair. Because all I have is pictures to stare at and wish he was here but no matter how much I stare and scream and beg God... He's not gonna come back. No matter how much I miss how. How much I need him. How much I want him he's gona. And I'm never gonna be able to accept that. And it's 9:30 at night in summer and I should be out with friends but I'm not because I'm too sad so I'm just laying here in bed curled in a ball crying so hard I can't breathe writing this stupid ******* paragraph because he's never coming back... And I can't cope with that...
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 12:36 AM UTC