I sit alone
In this dark cold room
Listening through the wall
Of your angry screams
I don't know why I keep doing wrong
I don't know why I can't control myself
I don't know why you always scream at me
You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster
In my bed
I just can't seem to rest
Screaming silently
At all this violence
I don't know what I am
I don't know what I did so wrong
I don't know what to do when you scream at me again and again
You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster
In my room
Wishing I could punch the wall
Wishing I could just runaway
From all this pain and misery
I don't know how I stopped fighting
I don't know how you keep killing me
I don't know how I got this way
You wonder why
I'm so empty
You wonder why
My silence is screaming
You wonder why
I'm this soulless cold monster
This soulless cold monster
You wonder why I'm soulless
You wonder why I'm so cold
(It's all your fault.)
Jun 15, 2015
Jun 15, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
I sit alone
In this dark cold room
Listening through the wall
Of your angry screams
I don't know why I keep doing wrong
I don't know why I can't control myself
I don't know why you always scream at me
You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster
In my bed
I just can't seem to rest
Screaming silently
At all this violence
I don't know what I am
I don't know what I did so wrong
I don't know what to do when you scream at me again and again
You wonder why
I've become so numb
You wonder why
My silence is deafening
You wonder why
I'm a soulless cold monster
In my room
Wishing I could punch the wall
Wishing I could just runaway
From all this pain and misery
I don't know how I stopped fighting
I don't know how you keep killing me
I don't know how I got this way
You wonder why
I'm so empty
You wonder why
My silence is screaming
You wonder why
I'm this soulless cold monster
This soulless cold monster
You wonder why I'm soulless
You wonder why I'm so cold
(It's all your fault.)
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