i look at the clock
4am, another night
it's clear i'm not getting any dozing hours for myself
yet i still have to rise in two hours for class.
in this moment, i only wanted to die.
be buried under the beautiful birches in the lonely cemetery
maybe i can get all the sleep i need when i'm dead.
my heart still aches for you,
the fatal craving never subsiding.
the glowing red numbers burn into my eyes, once again
i haven't slept very well since the last time we spoke
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC
i look at the clock
4am, another night
it's clear i'm not getting any dozing hours for myself
yet i still have to rise in two hours for class.
in this moment, i only wanted to die.
be buried under the beautiful birches in the lonely cemetery
maybe i can get all the sleep i need when i'm dead.
my heart still aches for you,
the fatal craving never subsiding.
the glowing red numbers burn into my eyes, once again
i haven't slept very well since the last time we spoke
