sweet silent nothing
blank mind
no feeling
sweet dark bliss
no love no hate no pain no happienss
Dull
Grey
cold
Sharp
Deep breath
Color
Red
Pain
full of light
hate, happienss, pain
it all comes back for one sweet warm second
the its gone again in an instatnt
do it again
feel the light
feel the warm
see the color
Im not who i used to be
i want to stop
i have to stop
but i can't
this addiction brings back all the things that make me me
i dont want to be this
i want
i want to feel
Just a few more on they already rough skin
a few more cant hurt
Just a little deeper
feel a little longer
till it stops working
so you have to go deeper
It will help
no one has to know
no one has to see
its my own broken, ****** angry, hurt little secret
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 2:26 PM UTC
sweet silent nothing
blank mind
no feeling
sweet dark bliss
no love no hate no pain no happienss
Dull
Grey
cold
Sharp
Deep breath
Color
Red
Pain
full of light
hate, happienss, pain
it all comes back for one sweet warm second
the its gone again in an instatnt
do it again
feel the light
feel the warm
see the color
Im not who i used to be
i want to stop
i have to stop
but i can't
this addiction brings back all the things that make me me
i dont want to be this
i want
i want to feel
Just a few more on they already rough skin
a few more cant hurt
Just a little deeper
feel a little longer
till it stops working
so you have to go deeper
It will help
no one has to know
no one has to see
its my own broken, ****** angry, hurt little secret
This is what its like in my mind while i self harm. Its and addiction that I have no idea how to quit
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