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I bow down my head straight into the pillow. I whine a funny sound and wonder about duty. Life seems to be all and all seems to be nothing but disappointment. Anointed to be dead from the first time I was alive. I strive to show hope, to be a silent messenger, but duty seems to hold me back. The great deep red within always wants to fight back. Smack the wrong until it's right, snack on the souls so easily broken by a single word that refutes their madness, while my face turns to a smile. Walking a mile in my shoes is being hungry for relief. Starving for sanity shows my vanity.
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
Night Time Self Hate
I bow down my head straight into the pillow. I whine a funny sound and wonder about duty. Life seems to be all and all seems to be nothing but disappointment. Anointed to be dead from the first time I was alive. I strive to show hope, to be a silent messenger, but duty seems to hold me back. The great deep red within always wants to fight back. Smack the wrong until it's right, snack on the souls so easily broken by a single word that refutes their madness, while my face turns to a smile. Walking a mile in my shoes is being hungry for relief. Starving for sanity shows my vanity.
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Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 12:23 PM UTC
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