I am good for a while
I'll talk more, laugh more
Sleep and eat normally
But then something happens
Like a switch turns off somewhere
And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind
But each time it seems like I sink
Deeper and deeper
And I am scared...
Terrified that one day I won't make it back up
I feel like I am gasping for air
Screaming for help
But everyone just looks at me
With confused faces
Wondering what I am struggling over
When they're all doing just fine
And it makes me feel crazy
What the hell is wrong with me?
~m.h
Feb 12, 2015
Feb 12, 2015 at 9:53 PM UTC
I am good for a while
I'll talk more, laugh more
Sleep and eat normally
But then something happens
Like a switch turns off somewhere
And all I am left with is the darkness of my mind
But each time it seems like I sink
Deeper and deeper
And I am scared...
Terrified that one day I won't make it back up
I feel like I am gasping for air
Screaming for help
But everyone just looks at me
With confused faces
Wondering what I am struggling over
When they're all doing just fine
And it makes me feel crazy
What the hell is wrong with me?
~m.h
I've really been struggling with my myself lately, making bad decision that are just dragging me farther underwater, and the people I keep bringing into my life are not people who are going to pull me out of the water, they're the brick dragging me down deeper and deeper to the bottom of this deep trench of my mistakes...
I need help, someone help me
