I deactivated my Facebook
Deactivated is such a strange word
More like I left because I was tired of seeing
Every one talking to one another
Every one discussing weekend plans
Of past, present, and soon to come
Of their fun family trips
And I'm sitting here
Lonely and uninvited
Crying my eyes out
Wishing for a friend
Hoping to be liked
Jealous? Definitely.
My two best friends don't talk
To me, but they talk to their
Facebook walls and other people
They hang out with others
Others but me
I'm not saying they can't have
Their own set of friends
I just feel cheated because
Whenever they need me I try to
Always show up and
Pat their backs and wipe tears
But in a time where I need
My friends the most
They've vanished for what seems like forever
Abandoned me
I just don't want to be alone
Can't be alone
When I am suicide pops up
And the cutting starts again
So please friends don't
Leave me alone
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 2:55 AM UTC
I deactivated my Facebook
Deactivated is such a strange word
More like I left because I was tired of seeing
Every one talking to one another
Every one discussing weekend plans
Of past, present, and soon to come
Of their fun family trips
And I'm sitting here
Lonely and uninvited
Crying my eyes out
Wishing for a friend
Hoping to be liked
Jealous? Definitely.
My two best friends don't talk
To me, but they talk to their
Facebook walls and other people
They hang out with others
Others but me
I'm not saying they can't have
Their own set of friends
I just feel cheated because
Whenever they need me I try to
Always show up and
Pat their backs and wipe tears
But in a time where I need
My friends the most
They've vanished for what seems like forever
Abandoned me
I just don't want to be alone
Can't be alone
When I am suicide pops up
And the cutting starts again
So please friends don't
Leave me alone
