when i'm with you,
you make
me starve.
always starving
for affection,
love,
safety.
i throw up
i can't eat
i can't sleep,
and at the end
of the day
my feelings
for you feel
just like my stomach,
with you i feel empty.
like the bottomless
pit in my belly
i forget to eat
when i'm too busy
crying.
god god,
i'm so starving.
when i get
with you,
it felt like
i was
getting
fat,
your love fed me
three meals a day.
maybe i'll
eat my stability
for dessert.
now i wake
up
and i feel it
all again.
i forget 'til you remind me
how much
you make me feel like,
"god i'm ******* starving."
i pretend that it's
ok, as i
watch my stomach
grow flatter.
i tell myself
it's healthy,
i could lose
a few pounds.
i've always wanted
to be skinny,
anyway.
everytime you don't text back
i feel like i never
wanna eat again.
Jan 10
Jan 10, 2026 at 12:54 AM UTC
when i'm with you,
you make
me starve.
always starving
for affection,
love,
safety.
i throw up
i can't eat
i can't sleep,
and at the end
of the day
my feelings
for you feel
just like my stomach,
with you i feel empty.
like the bottomless
pit in my belly
i forget to eat
when i'm too busy
crying.
god god,
i'm so starving.
when i get
with you,
it felt like
i was
getting
fat,
your love fed me
three meals a day.
maybe i'll
eat my stability
for dessert.
now i wake
up
and i feel it
all again.
i forget 'til you remind me
how much
you make me feel like,
"god i'm ******* starving."
i pretend that it's
ok, as i
watch my stomach
grow flatter.
i tell myself
it's healthy,
i could lose
a few pounds.
i've always wanted
to be skinny,
anyway.
everytime you don't text back
i feel like i never
wanna eat again.