sitting at a corner
being filled with anxieties
trying to put up borders
just to unsee the reality
it's not that I fear what is there for me
it's just that I fear what will be the outcome of me being there
i fear the unknown
the unknown that can also set me free
but only if i choose to undergo the pain it is with
i'm scared
i'm scared to take a step
guided by a rope that i, maybe can lose a grip
that after that i fall and wounds and scars are back again
unrecovered from the alleviating pain
scars that are made, that will forever stay
but after all it's just acceptance
having the confidence to put resistance on hand
maybe, just maybe, i will experience happiness
i will experience the fullness of life
and maybe after all, it could be worth it
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 11:54 AM UTC
sitting at a corner
being filled with anxieties
trying to put up borders
just to unsee the reality
it's not that I fear what is there for me
it's just that I fear what will be the outcome of me being there
i fear the unknown
the unknown that can also set me free
but only if i choose to undergo the pain it is with
i'm scared
i'm scared to take a step
guided by a rope that i, maybe can lose a grip
that after that i fall and wounds and scars are back again
unrecovered from the alleviating pain
scars that are made, that will forever stay
but after all it's just acceptance
having the confidence to put resistance on hand
maybe, just maybe, i will experience happiness
i will experience the fullness of life
and maybe after all, it could be worth it
it's just that it's inevitable that someone experience the pain of the unknown and that is what i fear
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