But who am i ?

Kvrmnaese Poems

Learning to live once more Learning to love again How to share my thoughts Trying to understand why, Why it is I feel so lost Discovering who I am That sounds so lame But ain't it the truth A new life I've been give A new beginning, how lucky I am A life without drugs or alcohol Who would have ever thought That'd be the life I'm living today Seems like I'd struggle To stay clean and sober To my suprise & everyone else, It's been so easy Sobriety isn't a issue The real struggle I've had Has I've been living this life Is finding who I am I know nothing about me My likes, dislikes in anything At least not as I'm sober So sad to say when having that first date "Tell me about you" When I know nothing of me Coping is different Sad, mad, or stuck inbetween I can only scream No drugs to remove what it is I feel No alcohol to block the memories Everything is so real All the pain I feel From years of being blocked All ganging up on me How I wish I could just Just turn to drugs I've come so far I must stay strong But can these thoughts Can these thoughts just leave me be. As I'm just trying to find me .