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You said it first Those words I was always afraid of You said it first And God it scared me to death I thought I was never enough I was never beautiful enough I never reached your level of class You were a bad boy And i was " that girl" The fact that you said those words first Is exactly why I could never repeat them But you had  me tangled in your Web That you woven so easily with the feelings you thought you had for me I was so caught up in those words I didn't realize you were slowly slipping from my grip I guess I was so afraid to love you That I didn't bother to hold you tighter I was so afraid that you loved me first That it made me believe you weren't honest now that you've slipped away from me God, how I wish I could've told you How I wish I told you I loved you How I wish I told you that you were exactly what I wanted, needed, yearned for How you made me feel  better How you made pain feel like joy And now that you've slipped away from me I only admit it to myself I loved you Wyatt , more than anything And it's because you loved me first Is why I didn't tell you I loved you Because you loved me first I didn't think you'd ever leave.
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May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 9:14 AM UTC
Dear Wyatt
You said it first Those words I was always afraid of You said it first And God it scared me to death I thought I was never enough I was never beautiful enough I never reached your level of class You were a bad boy And i was " that girl" The fact that you said those words first Is exactly why I could never repeat them But you had  me tangled in your Web That you woven so easily with the feelings you thought you had for me I was so caught up in those words I didn't realize you were slowly slipping from my grip I guess I was so afraid to love you That I didn't bother to hold you tighter I was so afraid that you loved me first That it made me believe you weren't honest now that you've slipped away from me God, how I wish I could've told you How I wish I told you I loved you How I wish I told you that you were exactly what I wanted, needed, yearned for How you made me feel  better How you made pain feel like joy And now that you've slipped away from me I only admit it to myself I loved you Wyatt , more than anything And it's because you loved me first Is why I didn't tell you I loved you Because you loved me first I didn't think you'd ever leave.
I loved you morethan life itself,  I wish you'd know that.
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txxkay
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txxkay
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 9:14 AM UTC
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