I hate myself
every little thing
the voice in my head
often reminds me
I should be dead
I hate myself
every tiny detail
my body my face
everything I wish
I could easily replace
I hate myself
every thing I do
I talk too much
and think too much
and wish I could find you
I hate myself
every thought I think
I imagine images
of a happy version
of you and me
I hate myself
every word I say
The words that pour out
the way they are phrased
the words I shouldn't have said
I hate myself
every little thing
I wish someone cared
I wish someone could see
this invisible me
I hate myself
every small wish
I wish to die
I wish to sink
but I never do
bc I'm scared to go through
I hate myself
for being so weak
for not being able to fix
the broken thing that is me
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 1:17 PM UTC
I hate myself
every little thing
the voice in my head
often reminds me
I should be dead
I hate myself
every tiny detail
my body my face
everything I wish
I could easily replace
I hate myself
every thing I do
I talk too much
and think too much
and wish I could find you
I hate myself
every thought I think
I imagine images
of a happy version
of you and me
I hate myself
every word I say
The words that pour out
the way they are phrased
the words I shouldn't have said
I hate myself
every little thing
I wish someone cared
I wish someone could see
this invisible me
I hate myself
every small wish
I wish to die
I wish to sink
but I never do
bc I'm scared to go through
I hate myself
for being so weak
for not being able to fix
the broken thing that is me
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