Today I went to see my brother's hockey playoffs at the rink where I used to skate.
- it wasn't at all a calculated decision.
The whole time I sat staring into the screen of my phone.
Paralyzed.
Fearing that you might be in the same building.
Teaching.
Your license not yet taken away.
Flashbacks.
Parents angry that I didn't watch the game.
- I couldn't move.
Fearing I would attract the ghost of you and the horror that always follows alongside you.
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 11:00 AM UTC
Today I went to see my brother's hockey playoffs at the rink where I used to skate.
- it wasn't at all a calculated decision.
The whole time I sat staring into the screen of my phone.
Paralyzed.
Fearing that you might be in the same building.
Teaching.
Your license not yet taken away.
Flashbacks.
Parents angry that I didn't watch the game.
- I couldn't move.
Fearing I would attract the ghost of you and the horror that always follows alongside you.