You asked me
why I don’t write poems
anymore.
I write poems
when I feel happy.
I write
when I have something
to be proud of.
I write
when I am not afraid.
But now, how can I write poems
when I am covered
with guilt?
How can I write
when I am filled
with embarrassment?
What can I express
when all I am left with
is pain and betrayal?
All my life,
I have shared
love and happiness
through my words.
But now the words
struggle to come out,
as if no words
are left behind,
as if I have somehow lost myself
and no longer know
how to put my feelings
into words.
When I look into my heart,
I feel like I stand
in an empty battlefield
that has just ended,
nothing but destruction.
So how can I write poems
when I am surrounded by
smoke rising
from ashes
and a bloodbath
around fallen corpses?
And even my words stay
buried in the smoke.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 11:22 AM UTC
You asked me
why I don’t write poems
anymore.
I write poems
when I feel happy.
I write
when I have something
to be proud of.
I write
when I am not afraid.
But now, how can I write poems
when I am covered
with guilt?
How can I write
when I am filled
with embarrassment?
What can I express
when all I am left with
is pain and betrayal?
All my life,
I have shared
love and happiness
through my words.
But now the words
struggle to come out,
as if no words
are left behind,
as if I have somehow lost myself
and no longer know
how to put my feelings
into words.
When I look into my heart,
I feel like I stand
in an empty battlefield
that has just ended,
nothing but destruction.
So how can I write poems
when I am surrounded by
smoke rising
from ashes
and a bloodbath
around fallen corpses?
And even my words stay
buried in the smoke.
